I’ve begun to miss you more than word can describe
The pain has not given me a break since I’ve left
I’ve come to realize that ignoring whatever was between us even existed
is much easier than fighting off the tears all day long.
I tell myself I can do better and I know I can
but it still doesn’t help with the loss of the loveĀ
I allowed myself to feel for the first time in years.
I wish it were different.
I really do.
For you to be by my side every day, again.
I would do anything.
I love you and I miss you so much.
Please.
I’ll do anything for you to be with me, again.